I try not to deny myself truths.
Its hard because it goes down a path of self loathing eventually and always.
But in truth, we are able to be honest about how to overcome the hard truths.
Without truth, we will damn ourselves to live in a place without improvement, a place of stagnancy.
I think many people deny themselves of that, or internalize it so deep that they live in the outer ring, the lie or the acceptance of toxic truth.
I can't say Im not privy to the faults I deem my fellow man either but I'm trying to admit them here.
Come clean, I guess.
Not for the world, but for me.
Its all selfish really, all of us. On selfish journies that even when we do good, it is a selfish purpose, whether we admit that superficially or hold that truth deep inside of us that its at the level of conciousness that rules our lives but we are so unaware of its roots in our subconcious but out facade is completely opposing. And we live a lie that we've convinced ourselves is the truth.
Maybe Im just being selfish. Maybe its just me.
But I feel these things of the world.
The problem with empathy is that it is alsp a loathing path to go on in a world as cold as this one.
Again, we, the middle class American, have struggles like anyone on this earth but with a realization of true struggle, ours become worthless.
But our lies in the depths of our hearts allow us to live within that superficial level to the world, but deep down the truth is much different.
Again, maybe its just me.
But I want to live a truth, and I hope thats not just me.
