tomorrow

I live on a notion that tomorrow will be the day. Whatever that action may be. It will be tomorrow. When someday, tomorrow, I won't be here. So, waiting for these specific actions to occur is basically what I determine to be life.

And tomorrow comes, and there, I lose everything I've ever wanted.

I try to everyday, better myself; find a new reason to be alive, a purpose. And after 25 years on the earth, I continue to lack any direction, just living to live. Or dying to die. Whichever suits yourself; that or any combination, there of.

I know we are here for a reason, and I tend to find such from day to day, with many days interlocking the days of revelation.

And thus maybe the problem with my writing.

I want to write all the time, at least once a day, or even several times a week.

But I have no purpose, thus no topic. So, maybe I shall, just like formal education, chose myself a topic and elaborate as such.

Unfortunately, this is neither the time nor place.

Ok, while that may have been a bit over-exagerated; I'd rather write a topic on one of the 4 books I wish to someday scribe.

But I am neither, a scribe, or a motivated person.

Selah.